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[04 Jun 2007|07:01pm] |
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I forgot about livejournal! Its been what, 9 or 10 months since the last time i went on this website. But since im on it right now ill fill you in: (if anyone still reads this?)
Since the campus lodge days i have been in and out of 3 apartments, 2 jobs, 3 semesters at USF and a shit ton of stress. Im 20 now, and I guess you could say iv grown up alot since the last time i was on here...i have been really into philosophy and life and understanding and all kinds of other hippie related subjects. Life is so intriguing, i wish more people would open up about their perspectives on life and reality. My friends have slowly been filtering out into people who share this belief and love to talk about such things.
My musical taste has matured alot, which is fun. It gotten a lot chiller, more relaxed, a lot weirder? maybe thats the marijuana? oh yea, i spent the night in jail! fuck that sucked, but rest assured, it wasn't that big of a deal, just evil policemen on a power-trip.
In the near future, i plan to move somewhere amazing. New York, Vancouver, or Paris...hopefully. So until the next time i randomly remember about this thing, good luck with your life! call me sometime, it would be refreshing.
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[12 Aug 2006|02:38pm] |
i just woke up and before i forget them i want to explain my crazyass dreams last night....i moved into this house which was pretty much a mansion that had really cheap rent...it was kind of dilapidated but it was sweet. i noticed weird little things all the time like random fish and stuff and this whole rooms ceiling was a big tarp type of thing. one day i was peeing in the guest bathroom and i noticed a group of fish on the other side of the tarp on the ceiling...all the pieces came together and i realized the owner of the house was housing an entire, lake sized, aqarium ABOVE my house...i went on to discover an entire ecosystem in and around my house and above it....everyhting you can think of..monkeys fish zebras whatever...it was wilddd as fuckkkk...then the owner of the house told me all about it and we were buds and i helped raise the animals...
the other dream i was swimming with 2 great white sharks in a pool with some pros from australia...and one bit my leg but i poked his eyes out haha
weird.
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[07 Aug 2006|12:24am] |
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i got high and sat on a long dock in south tampa tonight and listned to my ipod.....sooo sweet
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[06 Aug 2006|03:35am] |
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I'm suprised more of y'all don't get hit by cars
Missing your surroundings, staring at the stars
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[01 Jun 2006|05:48pm] |
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its josh's 21st today. the plans for tonight are some club we get in VIP and they give us a free bottle of Grey Goose...then a strip club..then the casino club till 7am when it closes then gambling more till we die of being awake too long.
we'll see how it really turns out...hopefully as fun as it sounds now..
i miss alot of people..and i have to clean my apartment
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[16 May 2006|07:31pm] |
right when something amazing seems to be about to happen...dumb bullshit seems to always occur in which i get dragged into somehow...thus ruining my potential happiness
fuck everyone but ashley sierra
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[27 Apr 2006|12:40pm] |
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the one man, one minute and 3 second kegstand.
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[29 Mar 2006|01:44am] |
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Please take me out of my body
and through the palm trees
to smell california
in sweet hypocrisy
floating my senses surround my body
i wake my nose to smell the ocean burn
on another note, i cannot wait to move out of this horrible horrible little-big town called tampa where people you've never even met wont talk to you because they heard you had sex with 30 girls...from one of your friends...
29 off buddy
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[23 Mar 2006|04:59pm] |
in my life, everything difficult has always ended up clearing itself up. and its not going to do that forever and its a hard realization.
i hate my house.
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[25 Feb 2006|06:22pm] |
last night i dreamed that i stole an elephant from the super christian summer camp i was at for some reason, saved two girls from an alien army trying to breed humans into slaves, that i was skydiving with colin powell, and that someone dyed my hair pink and i was soo pissssed..
note to self...dont go to sleep drunkk
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[23 Feb 2006|05:21pm] |
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i am far to cool to call you
far to stoned to leave my bed
ill write this song to win your kiss
but stay asleep instead
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[17 Feb 2006|02:19pm] |
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i saw this..and its girly and lame i know but its so true...
Girls are like apples
on trees. The best ones
are at the top of the tree.
The boys dont want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to climb all
the way to the top of the tree.
perfect description of my life right now?
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[16 Feb 2006|07:41pm] |
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oh goodness
max likes a girl..
like he really likes a girl....
like the kind of girl he wanted to move away to find....
what has the world come to?
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[13 Feb 2006|01:47pm] |
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the one thing i have always wanted was that classical, as seen on tv, tight knit group of friends...the kind where someone is always hanging out..where its not a matter of what are YOU doin tonight...its what are WE doing tonight..
so i finally found that here this year and i love it
but
i hate evryone else...its the same things everyday...drinking games then go home and sleep and work then drinking games and sleep everyday...same parties...same people every time...theres no new girls to meet it seems like...and old friends can quickly change
thats why im moving...and although ill depart from the group of friends i love more than anything...i think im going to love any other city..and ill be with Jake wherever we go..and maybe even ashley and that would be incredible..im such a social person i cant stand never meeting new people...i would like to meet everyone in the world if i could
this is just the start
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[09 Feb 2006|04:40am] |
ya i know a ton of people
but do i have any real true friends?
one or two
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[01 Feb 2006|06:05pm] |
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whos goin to the gasparilla night parade with me and jake?
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[30 Jan 2006|10:21pm] |
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saturday we almost got jumped by a gang of 11 year olds.
last night we almost got killed by a hooker and her pimp.
we rule.
oh and i work at starbucks now at Citrus Park Mall so you should probably come visit me and get free whatever
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[24 Jan 2006|05:52am] |
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seemingly chill night...watched a movie with the girl i like and some friends....THEN got a call at 12am from a great friend who says him and a kid i dont know but all my friends do are going to a strip club...of course I accept...ditch the movie..pound some beers, drive there at 1am....drinking in the parking lot...50 yr old dude nameed joel hangs out with us....RICH 50 yr old dude i might add...gives me his american express BLACK for the night to have fun with cuz its my first time in a strip club....i hangout with my boys and give some strippers some onessss (on joel)...get a 200 dollar lapdance in the fucking spaceship of the odyessy...of course paid for by joel...leave the strip club feeling horrible and amazing all at once...matts driving home wasted...hits a median...cop lights...shaking..scared..cop gives matt the eye test and tells him he appears to be drunk or high...which he is both of...and we tell him were all sober and have worked since 6am and are just tired...cop is the nicest guy iv ever met and told us to stay nin the lines and get homme....cop makes me drive (even tho im wasted) all the way home and doesnt evenb give matt a ticket or even a warning....met a new great friend (chance) and had the time of my life with a great old friend matt...this is why i love my random life...
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[23 Dec 2005|06:06pm] |
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i think if theres one person i would like to meet and/or become friends with, it would be Max, the lead singer of Say Anything.
he sings about what i feel. He seems to have gone through everything i am now.
Except he is currently in a mental institution. which scares me haha
first time alone for christmas...wish me luckkkkk
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[18 Dec 2005|07:09am] |
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he has a new outlook on life
he has no need to impress
he is himself
he enjoys friends
but he doesnt need them to survive
he is shy. but
when he goes out, he listens to people
just to hear what they have to say
he is content in his own downfall
he might be in love
he thinks he is crazy
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